
photo by flickriver.
autumn have definitely taken over the entire city of copenhagen. yellow leaves are everywhere, it's freezing and suddenly all i want to do is cuddle up in front of my computer with my SAD lamp, a thick woolly sweater and a cup of roasted chicory and cocoa tea.
every autumn i get the weirdest feeling of misanthropy and can't imagine that summer will ever return.
but i also want to spend time with my friends, go out to visit museums, listen to tons of jazz and cook amazing dinners with mushrooms and pumpkin and cabbage.
yes, autumn have definitely returned.
i think the main reason i feel a slight dislike towards autumn is because i get SAD big time. last year was the first year i didn't feel like sleeping straight for 4 months, and even so it wasn't exactly FUN. but with a mixture of my SAD lamp, lots of exercise and nutrient rich food + spending a ton of time with my friends and generally staying positive, it wasn't all that bad.
this is why this year i am going to make a list of my winter promises to myself.
a list of things i want to achieve this winter. goals. things to do. i don't like floating around feeling like i have no purpose.
so here we go:
-i want to run again. not a whole lot, but 2-3 times a week.
-i want to get back into yoga.
-i have to use my SAD lamp religiously. every. single. day.
-i want to read books for fun! even though school is hard, i should still be able to manage a few books during the winter.
-i want to go to a bunch of jazz concerts. because jazz warms me up from inside. preferably with miss Kajsa and other lovely friends.
-i want to start having theme dinners. like a mexican dinners with real mexican food and a movie about frida kahlo and mexican culture. and a russian dinner with borscht, pickled mushrooms with dill and russian rye bread and a documentary about Evgeny Mokhorev or a russian movie about love. japanese dinner and a movie about contemporary japanese art. oldschool spanish food. food from african countries.
-i want to find a few good cafés where i can bring my computer and study.
-i want to spend some more time on making our apartment really nice. like finding a good shoe storage solution. and getting some art up on the walls. because a nice home is really important to my mood.
-i want to photograph more. i like the way you look at things differently when you think about them as a photo. it's really interesting and brings out the beauty in the little things.
-i want to get used to being all alone. not being in a relationship which is set in stone. to be me. learn to love the solitude. rely on my friends instead.
-i want to schedule my time better, so i can work hard in my study time and relax when i am not studying. i think it will be an important tool in order for me to get through school without stressing out.
-i want to do more projects.
-i want to spend more time actually doing stuff with my friends: going to louisiana, kunstindustrimuseet, charlottenborg, cinemateket, and basically use the city a little more, instead of always drinking coffee and talking.
-i want to go out for walks. it clears your head and can be the perfect setting for interesting discussions. and i really really like interesting discussions.
-i want to do more serious creative work. build stuff. think up stuff. prioritize my time so that i don't end up doing it inbetween other things.
-i want to find some sort of interesting class to do, maybe croquis or some other drawing class?
-i want to start writing again. i used to write a lot when i was younger, and i really liked it. and i am good at writing. i want to get back into it. maybe just as a journal and definitely just for myself, but i think it would be really interesting and healthy.
-i want to take my niece and her lovely mom out to do fun stuff for kids. go to the children's theatre or koncerts. or just play with playdough and bake cookies.
-i want to write more letters. i love getting letters and i love writing them. they're cheap to send and can be a great way to make sure people know how much you love and appreciate them.
-and for once i want to have a chilled out christmas. make handmade gifts, cook delicious food, get out of the christmas craze. just enjoy it.
so that's a ton of things, but i want to work on it all. even if only to try it out, see if it fits me. i don't want to let the cold and the darkness get to me. not this year. nope.
i'm interested - what are your plans for the winter?
xoxo
































